This blog has served as a creative outlet for my own personal opinion regarding movies and movie reviews. But today, I have a much more somber topic having nothing to do with movies, reviews, or anything theatrically related.
Yesterday, February 14, 2008, a gunman by the name of Stephen Kazmierczak opened fire on the campus of Northern Illinois University in DeKalb, Illinois. The massacre began around 3:05 p.m. and within minutes, was over. And five innocent lives were lost, while more than a dozen were wounded. So far, no motive has been released. However, even if there had been, and I'm guessing there will be eventually, I don't think I will ever understand what could have possibly ever driven any human being to cause such chaos, such utter terror.
I grew up in a small town called Sycamore, Illinois. It's a small agricultural town in DeKalb county, less than two minutes from the town of DeKalb and less than five minutes from NIU. I learned to drive on the NIU campus. My prom was in the building right next to Cole Hall, where the shooting took place. I have so many good memories on that campus and in that town. I applied there for college after high school, but didn't go. But a large part of my graduating class went to NIU and still attends classes there. Even some of my family members go there. The complete fear and panic that strikes through a person when things like this happen is completely unexplainable. There are no words. Thankfully, everyone that I know that I've been able to get a hold of thus far has been fine. But for the five that are dead, the many wounded, and the thousands grieving, there are no words or actions that can make it go away. It's a constant nightmare that they can't wake up from. I wasn't there, and even I am finding it hard to walk onto my college campus. If it can happen in my hometown, where I always thought that it was so safe, so secure, it can happen anywhere. Nobody knows who's going to snap or where, or even why. But it's terrifying.
Northern Illinois University, Students, friends, family, community, and all of those affected....my thoughts and prayers are with you. I'm healing with you.
